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It kept me thinking till this day if I did a right choice or not. But, I assume that I do the right thing for my whole self. Hmm, and btw Ma called me yesterday and told me something about psychotic pakcik. She said that her neighbour (a girl) learned driving with pakcik and he said to her to be more chubby instead of skinny. And, Ma said too that pakcik had tried to sentuh her neighbour , but got scolded because her neighbour is a defensive person.. Later on, he didn't try to do anything to her. THE END 😔
I felt terribly bad at myself when I knew that. I literally wanted screaming out loud till I lose my voices at that time..😱 Hmm, flabbergastedly, I knew I am such a coward and thoughtless for letting that happened. I knew I was wrong, but I just couldn't think of anything at that time instead of focusing on my driving. REALLY! If only I could turn back the time, I should be wiser and braver instead letting my dignity scratched over.. Yes, I am and was a dumb. I knew that. 😪😩😭
But, yeah. All I can say is I learn from my mistake. The incident had left me such an impact to be a straight forward and braver person. I really hope I can stand up for myself, just myself.. 😔 And, I really thanks for those who listened to my story and try comforted me instead of judging me. I know and knew I was wrong for being like that, but all I need is a little bit of hug and comforting sessions..
You know what? I did say that I learn driving with abang aumm ,right? Ma is so funnylah, because she and I did searching for abang's social apps, just for fun actually. I really thought I am the only one whom 'tak ada kerja nak pi cari abang tuuu, semata-mata jeee'.. totally lol 😂
This is what happened, Ma called me yesterday and asked about my driving card and watsoever.. And then, it turn out that she wanted to know abang's full name, which I said that I didn't knowlah his name. Funny how things could be, we both wondered what his full name, his social apps like fb or insta.. Siap searching lagi kt fb ngah tu memalam.. Hehe..
And I asked Ma if Fat knew anything, yelah abang tu kan baik dengan dia. Manalah tau dapat kecek" sikit info ann.. Unfortunately, Fat didn't know too.. Too badlah , kan? Kalau ada, bolehlah nak stalk dia..Haish, Through the conversations , we both can't stop laughing when talking about that abang's attitude and how we both turned out to have crush on him.. I just can't imagine that, okayyy? 🙈
Later and so on, we both just got tired to search his social acc, like an idiot person. Takkanlah next class aku sesaja nak tanya abang tu , kan? Nampak noh crush gila. 😅 I am not trying to be too obviouslah infront of him.Hmm, suddenly I remembered how bad I was talking bad about abang.. Argh. Sumpah menyesal gila mengata abang tu sampai tak suka dengan dia.. Last'', sibuk juga nak belajar balik dengan dia..
Adoi.. seperti menjilat ludah pula..😥 Whatever it is, Ma ws texted me and said that abang could be a married person, so that's why he doesn't own any acc. Huhu. Patah hati gini. Biasanya , orang yang aku suka ni mesti laki orang.. Well, I must say that what Ma said could be true or not. Hmm. He is probably a married person. OK. BYEEE😢
#PS: Tak frust, tapi kecewa sikit kalau betul. Nampak sangat hati ni masih goyahh😪😩